I can't really find a place where this fits. So, I will start another thread, another train of thought. This is so huge, so difficult, that I'm not sure where to start. I never would have seen this as anything other than what it looks like, years ago. But this isn't years ago. This is now, this is w...

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How unfortunate.

I cannot tell you how special these posts are, this time. I am sitting in a hospital room with my baby, not really a baby at 18 lol, awaiting a diagnosis. Symptoms of e coli or salmonella possibly. Been here for days. I am emotional and tired. But I cannot in good conscience complain about this beca...

Oh my gosh, it is great to see you here!!! I'm so glad you found your way and someone opened the gate!

I visited Narnia the last few weeks. Almost got enthralled by the turkish delight. Then tasted an undefined signature. Then realized that all of Narnia is imagined. Wee, somehow the magic has dissipated. Of to new imagined realms as yet uncovered. Letting the narnians to live in their own creation....

I dunno about all that, but I get what you're saying. Most of it's all just "high school" or "family secrets" type bullshit that only matters to whoever's feeling get hurt in the mix, most of whom to lie to themselves about it Some of it is actual shit so scary you can't sleep a...

Blue Rising, I do agree with you that hatred does not arise from our natural state of being, it is the affect of ages of time of a corrupting influence that was embedded in the hearts and minds of men and women. If we agree that everything has a purpose then it is inherent within us to go through t...

Thinking about what coaxed you outa your shell for the moment, I'm saddened to think it's over those feelings rather than those of what you should write for: people like to like to listen to you. You're a great writer with great things to share I know it's therapeutic and I'd never try to deflect y...

I agree with you, hatred is vile. Hatred is destructive, and I suspect it is not a naturally occurring emotion. I could be wrong, but that is how I view it today. I don't harbor any ill will toward anyone, as of this moment. I am on the road to finding peace, and continue to unravel cords and emotio...

Thank you, Steven, that was a very sweet sentiment and I appreciate it. --- Oh yes, Eelco, Turkish Delight is delicious to all the senses, indeed. --- To answer your question(s), because this helps me to clarify my own inner workings, I do not feel as much hurt as I once did. I do not feel lost any ...