It is with a heavy heart that I continue to research and find truths that I was not taught or even told about. I suppose that I was given a more in depth awakening when I was so rudely thrown into a war. We all experience war in some way or another. Those of us that stand on a front line as cannon fodder truly do see the screaming horrors, the evil ends of life by such soulless means. We come to know just how meaningless life is to those that are embodied by the evil to cause death in any way and all ways to a label such as "enemy" by fear that is psychologically imprinted into the brain. Our innocent lives are forever changed, forever damaged beyond repair to the butterflies and incense of innocence of pure love. It is a very long and hard road to travel back to peace within one's self. For some it is never found again. For others, Hate is all that is ever known from that initial loss. Life becomes nothing more that a never ending struggle with sadness all consuming.
I could continue with the infliction's on our souls with war but I am knowing that I could write day and night and perhaps never stop till I leave this fleshy body. I can also say that I and we do gather the love back and can move in the more positive directions although the burn marks always seem to remain. I came across this video today and as I watched, I became very tearful. I know the atrocities that happen but watching this and others always puts me back into the living hell of reality. It is the lies, always the lies that are told by the truly evil ones about what happens in any war to sugar coat the act of death and destruction that hurts. To see the soul less acts performed by the masses on fellow human beings caused by the evil through fear, I will never, ever understand to be at peace within myself. My anger doth burn. So here is a video that is around an hour or so long that falls into this thread.https://youtu.be/qkQ6J5F01Do
Forgive me for posting such downers but I can not help that I must spread as much truth, if this be, as possible. There is much here on this thread.