When one must speak the Truth as she Knows It

[Christine]

I have watched and remained publicly silent about the treatment myself and other dear friends have received at the hands of a king. While well documented it did not seem productive for any of us to speak forth, knowing fully that by doing so our words would be utilized in snippets and blocks by a pathogenic mind that stands as arbitrator of justice while covering its own tail.

We stand in our Truth and do not need it to be yours. It can only be asked that each individual while reading these words examine what lies hidden within their shadowself, what is it that reacts and needs to play in a game that is rigged from beginning to end to keep you in labyrinths of intellectual subjugations, one after another, what aspect of you has thus engaged in the righteousness of judgment of another?

It is a game after all - choose wisely.

So I shall break silence now. Be-cause the mechanizations are clearly displayed for all who choose to see and be-cause friends are being examined under a distorted lens that presents itself as the light of truth. Be-cause friends that would never ask for or need another to defend them are being utilized in a manner that I find personally so unbecoming for the awakened to continue to engage in that for me to not speak is a violation of my own Truth.

This is not personal, it is about a moment in our time and space conjunction that compels a voice to rise to the highest Truth it can reach. This is a Cosmic battle of souls for Souls, for each other. This is a moment when standing as a steady stream within awareness, birthing forth from within the power of a fierce Love … It is a voice that rises and asks that each of us remove our mask and stand transparent in our ego-self … We are all the All; within each of us is the light and the darkness. Who would have the courage to bring forth from delving into his own darkness the light? Not by disparaging another, not by tabloid tactics of tasteless displays of arbitrary pieces of another's soul from scurried-away Skype chats, shared in the halls of betrayal and contorted to a personal need or vendetta of righteousness.

To the friends who stood staring into the vastness of their immortal souls and recoiled in fear and returned to the sullied halls of back channel gossip and camaraderie-ship I say; I stand as I did that day in the hallways of your home, full force in love of your immortal Beingness where I still stand but you flee in meager words of no meaning for the betrayal was not of me or other but a betrayal of your self that severed the tether from the distant shore you were reaching for and so the backward currents were allowed full sway.

This is not a time to be taking out sharp scalpels of intellectualized consciousness dissecting another what you will find there is an empty room; one so light it evaporates under your scrutinizing glare.

Take note.

By so writing we call from within the individualized collective of souls to shine forth, profluence is a state of Being, one that sources within itself from the eternal spring of joyous Knowingness. It is not a state of Being that can be given or taken away - it is Wisdom and Love married in the innermost chamber; it seeks not nor takes away. It is.


Truth is a double edged sword, the blade that cuts both ways and the union of polar opposites within the Self is the narrow path.



Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people. ~ C.G. Jung

[neonblue7]

Wow - you nailed it Christine and so very timely spoke....
May these words reach the many, heard well!

[Naga_Fireball]

Dearest Christine, you are so amazing. If even 1% were able to write as you do, world would be better.

Please keep teaching & showing. WE love you, all generations leading to our meeting here and all who follow.

Yes you are right about these individuals. I just keep hoping the authorities see how they terrorize & steal from the vulnerable.

No one is perfect but our errors are educational. Most of us freely admit weakness. That is a great strength and source of light.

As in the novel Maus. "Life is a struggle. Together we must struggle to survive".

[Christine]

Ah, dear Ms. Fireball! Thank you so very much for your words, they mean a lot to me.

Speaking one's Truth is often full of risks for the writer, I am always aware that when I get so moved that I am also or perhaps solely challenging my own soul to reach for what it Gnows, the fulfillment of a long journey. Life is a struggle though a noble one when we take the lessons to wisdom's heart, there is beauty in this pain as it blisters away the no longer needed beliefs and desires. Not an easy process which gives me ever more reason to honor the passage of each individual's journey. No one escapes, none is higher or more deserving than another, we are indeed together in this.

I was speaking with a friend just today, exploring the empath's plight... for some the feeling body is so highly tuned it barely knows where the boundaries of self lie, a cacophony of other being's emotions and thoughts invade the space and confuse. I would simply invite us all to sit together, to open the doors of the miraculous and be for each other.

Humbled in Love,
Christine

Dearest Christine, you are so amazing. If even 1% were able to write as you do, world would be better.

Please keep teaching & showing. WE love you, all generations leading to our meeting here and all who follow.

Yes you are right about these individuals. I just keep hoping the authorities see how they terrorize & steal from the vulnerable.

No one is perfect but our errors are educational. Most of us freely admit weakness. That is a great strength and source of light.

As in the novel Maus. "Life is a struggle. Together we must struggle to survive".

[norman]

I recieve a lot from your growing public efforts.

But, division, however subtle, or spiritual alchemy from heart to cerebral, is not on my list of good things about the human experience.

DIgging the dirt, is all worthy work, when it's to ease struggles into existence above and beyond sheer bloody defiance .

[Christine]

Thank you norman,

I am not sure exactly what you meant to say so I will answer what I intuit is the intent of your post.

Spiritual alchemy, for me at least, isn't a movement from heart to cerebral (mind) but the breaking free of the mind complex by disclosing first to yourself the lies of installed belief in other. We have not yet escaped the dynamics of polarities here in this creation be-cause we set it up that way. I consciously use my words to shake the chaff from the wheat for we can't move beyond this current construct until we see it for what it is.

The Work comes down to each of us individuated and is by our own efforts that we will find the Truth. Your truth may not be mine in realities but in essence it always will be. I have learned that digging dirt is excavating your own shadow whether you recognize that aspect or not. This was the main point of my post, tend your own orchard for that is where the fruits will be Gnown.

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better take things as they come along with patience and equanimity. ~ Carl Jung

With love all ways,
Christine

I recieve a lot from your growing public efforts.

But, division, however subtle, or spiritual alchemy from heart to cerebral, is not on my list of good things about the human experience.

DIgging the dirt, is all worthy work, when it's to ease struggles into existence above and beyond sheer bloody defiance .

[norman]

Thank you norman,

I am not sure exactly what you meant to say....

With love all ways,
Christine

I recieve a lot from your growing public efforts.

But, division, however subtle, or spiritual alchemy from heart to cerebral, is not on my list of good things about the human experience.....

Case closed.

I know you 'get-it' as a menal exercise.

The reason it took me "for ever" the 'get it', was, that I understood how cerebral the gurus were before I understood a damned thing they were were trying, or thought they were trying, to express.

As I now 'get-it' the cerebral self is all part of the meat-suit experience. It's not in the slightest bit a sentient 'beyond this one single life' thing at all.

It's as 'meat and two vege' as a carbohydrate and protein diet. It only serves to extend this very singular experience.

[Naga_Fireball]

Hi Christine and fellow Earth Empaths.
I try lately to think of forums as one would consider a buffet. There are so many different sections and courses that a person could get lost. But when one person chooses to eat okra when we eat potatoes, its not really an invitation for ridicule or downplay.

If Christine chooses to sample a lemon (its there and its food) that's her decision and we can support her experience or sit at another table.

If we were French friends sitting in a salon we would not feel so self conscious expressing feelings. The internet is so sterile sometimes
people forget humans need
to breathe & express themselves. Anger is part of being human and so is rejection.

Rejection is the backbone of a revolution.



to bteathe

[Christine]

Lady Fireball your genius betrays you. I have sat with norman's "get its" and "cerebral gurus" and "meat suit" analogies and in all honesty am left wondering what he is protesting about. Thank you for giving allowance to expression, one that doesn't ask or merit any followership, just a moment spent in an outburst of sentiment, a rail against the be-sodden status quo that accepts an outer authority, it is mine to protest.

These descents into self are less than lovely at times and should they not be? We are in the Universe of a Creatrix that will hone us with exacting blades, She is extracting from us something new, not the old worn out tomes of agreed upon spirituality or the return to nothingness, a seemingly absurd goal to go through the gates of heaven and hell to find nothing. For me defiance is a necessary act, a repelling away from that which wishes to bind and blind ... how else do we be-come truly free and something new?

A quote from the Mother's Agenda by Mirra Alfassa:

"She adored defiance and did not detest irreverence. Then who was She? ...

We discovered Her step by step, as one discovers a forest, or rather as one fights with it, machete in hand – and then it melts, one loves, so sublime does it become. Mother grew beneath our skin like an adventure of life and death. For seven years we fought with Her. It was fascinating, detestable, powerful and sweet; we felt like screaming and biting, fleeing and always coming back: ‘Ah! You won’t catch me! If you think I came here to worship you, you’re wrong!’ And She laughed. She always laughed. We had our bellyful of adventure at last: if you go astray in the forest, you get delightfully lost yet still with the same old skin on your back, whereas here, there is nothing left to get lost in! It is no longer just a matter of getting lost – you have to CHANGE your skin. Or die. Yes, change species. Or become one more nauseating little worshipper – which was not on our program. ‘We are the enemy of our own conception of the Divine,’ She told us one day with her mischievous little smile. The whole time – or for seven years, in any event – we fought with our conception of God and the ‘spiritual life’: it was all so comfortable, for we had a supreme ‘symbol’ of it right there. She let us do as we pleased, She even opened up all kinds of little heavens in us, along with a few hells, since they go together. She even opened the door in us to a certain ‘liberation,’ which in the end was as soporific as eternity – but there was nowhere to get out: it WAS eternity. We were trapped on all sides."

Love you all so much,
Christine

Hi Christine and fellow Earth Empaths.
I try lately to think of forums as one would consider a buffet. There are so many different sections and courses that a person could get lost. But when one person chooses to eat okra when we eat potatoes, its not really an invitation for ridicule or downplay.

If Christine chooses to sample a lemon (its there and its food) that's her decision and we can support her experience or sit at another table.

If we were French friends sitting in a salon we would not feel so self conscious expressing feelings. The internet is so sterile sometimes
people forget humans need to breathe & express themselves. Anger is part of being human and so is rejection.

Rejection is the backbone of a revolution.

to breathe

[Naga_Fireball]

Dear Christine, don't be sorry & thank you for this space. Hello Norman too, I wasn't raging at one or either of you, but was inspired by reading The Call of the Wild by Jack London; Abraham rothbergs introduction mentioned that Jack London admired the French and their toughness & socialist ideals in spite of a robust individualism.

The spiritual and the natural man meet when they admit the need for both freedom AND expression. Its a balancing act, but being alive is about action & growth. Too many regulations overprune the garden of the mind.

Love to you All & prayers for France. Remember Fri 13 1307(?year?) October was when the Knights Templar were betrayed in Paris iirc

Was huge violent shakedown and mass arrests... Yet no revolution