Fred Steeves wrote:I've been at that breaking point where the brain may start to fry, and although I was certainly in a delirious state, I could still have some wits and aid in my own care. So I don't know where the weird shit begins (or may begin), maybe it has to go on for more than a couple of hours? All I know is that it didn't happen to me, and I had already been quite ill for a few days.
Christine wrote:My first impression of the crazy juxtaposition and scary events surrounding Blue and Em are that what is presented is a passage, the call of the Shaman, the remembering. It is a difficult passage though it is a choice which the soul has made so all that is necessary is provided.
Sandy Clark wrote:I too thought of Shamanic passage due to the reality breaks but didn't want to plant concepts that may be way out on a limb for Em's young age...........Continued thoughts and positive vibes for passage of this health and spirit journey for all in the zone of resonance...<3
Okay, I also intuit there was more to the delirium than coming close to the end of her existence. She is well enough now that I asked her about those experiences, and she honestly didn't shed much light. She does remember “not making sense” she says. The first was a series of thoughts, one logically connecting to another. The thoughts were not from a sound mind. And I was correct, about the first time it happened, she felt like it was someone else speaking through her...I really do think it was the entity of this particular illness.
The second was when reality shifted for her … things that she perceived with her 3d eyes shifted and moved and became organic.
The third time was for the longest span of time, the one that made the doctor question her mental stability, and the one that made me want to just get her out of that place. And I haven't delved into that episode as of yet. But this is the one that was the most... I don't know … I guess I wouldn't say the most serious, but the most...something. During this one, she seemed to leave us, exist somewhere else. See something else. Interact with something else.
I don't know. It must have something to do with who she is...the way that I have encouraged her to keep her other worlds alive as she was growing up. Or....not. It is quite interesting, now that all danger has passed, all fear is gone. All we are dealing with at this point is residual weakness of the body. We need to get her up and out of this house soon, and maybe when she gets back to her routine she will begin to make sense of this experience. Then she can fill me in. lol Because, as is always the case, I have no experience in this area. It sure is one for the books, though.
Thanks, y'all, for helping me work through this. I really, really do appreciate the different perspectives!!!
Do not fashion me a maiden who needs saving from the dragons. I am the Dragon. And I will eat you whole.