Breaking silence on Corey Goode and asking for your honest assessments

[Christine]

I am personally in my own reality wrestling with what IS response able.
It seems that I can take on too little and too much sense of INABILITY to respond.

Actually since I never tune in and CG has zero impact on my reality BUT I have been observing William Henry and his information is sparking my own beliefs. I'd say that I am the only responsible party for the existence of these characters in my reality. I can pick and choose and go smaller in scope or wider. But when I feel overwhelm, I say that is a sign I went too far out.

People seem to think humans are supposed to be the directors.
I am pretty sure that is bogus.
That means to me, I am NOT responsible for the whole Universe.
Incidentally, IMO this misplaced responsibility is at the core of why people do bad things in the name of some end.

To think we have a grandiose place of action in the Universe is a trap.
But what if we have some sincerely deep reason for succeeding at having a personal life that is satisfying?
It means IF we keep attention farther out than our reach, then FAIL, then feel paranoid, we may have been ignoring the mundane.
It's an addiction to being puffed up in one's self perception and yet a failure because we may change only what we have not a hand on.

Of course what I just said is half baked but it is the paradox of which I am wrestling...that i can be aware of more than I can possible be responsible about and that by trying to claim response ability, I will ignore what I can do and all satisfaction in the boring good enough of my real place/space/time.

If the tree falls and I don't see it, the tree falls BUT I do not see it.
The bell tolls but if I hear it not, it's NOT in hearing SHOT.
Just because I can see it on TV, does that mean it's really in my reality?

Interesting maggie, what I find is that we are living in this, a paradox where both points of view are equally true. We are the creators of our reality and yet we are infinitesimally small, star dust really. It is our ability to respond in a manner that is befitting a creator that just might hold keys or measure to our thoughts and actions ... It does for me anyhow.

[Phil]

I get where you are coming from in the sense we are responsible for the shit we pay attention to. But it sounded to me like you were totally dismissing any responsibility for "the tree actually falling" (there & then). ADDED: I mean that you sounded like you were assigning responsibility to the audience for the 'tree falling'

Yeah...we are each responsible for whether or not we allow the event to have any impact on our lives, but I'm talking about the lumberjack with the load-ass chainsaw that brought that bitch down in a relatively crowded forest, where the people received a lot of hype about the upcoming spectacle

I mean: The CG tree didn't just fall in the forest where anyone may or may not have been around to see it, I'm suggesting WHY that tree fell and the details of HOW the peeps' attention was captured for it MAY be important

[maggie]

Interesting maggie, what I find is that we are living in this, a paradox where both points of view are equally true. We are the creators of our reality and yet we are infinitesimally small, star dust really. It is our ability to respond in a manner that is befitting a creator that just might hold keys or measure to our thoughts and actions ... It does for me anyhow.

Yes we are fractals of everything BUT the question I have for "
me and you", is your daily life satisfying? Is it that you have ALREADY created this art form of a "life" or not?

Look at how people like CG blame someone for unhappiness. "targeted individuals", "victims of satanic ritual", "Milabs"...these poor people who everyone wants to interview. And spiritual guru's who spout off trite, and people who get fame by crawling over others...all this is evidence of inability to respons. These are not creative attributes.

It's very hard to focus in on being "just someone" who is a "deeply ethical" meek, compassionate NOBODY. However this IMO is where we will attain the ticket out of density. IMO THIS is the paradox.

It matter ONLY what you are in your secret heart...how you think and feel, REALLY. If one claims disability to get money, lies to get fame, copies rather than creates...all these signs of plagirism, falsification, victim stance are NOT being BIG people. So this is the level of creator-ship that is important, otherwise it would NOT be so challenging???

CREATOR of reality YES!!!! So, IMO the challenge is in my creation of who am I? I choose to Be someone really big, really expansive, really valuable...in my smallest task, on my own, needing no validation, trusting that I am in PRESENCE. I want to travel the Universe at will and know everything. SO AFTER I master being "decently human" THEN maybe I will create the blue sphere, rainbow cloak, suit of light out of HUMAN RICH MATERIAL?????

[Phil]

The point of the "alt media"...at least, the reason why I (and lots of folks I've made friends with) come here...is to get information about things that happen to them, in their experience, that they can't talk to "normal" folks about.

It's lovely that you've learned the lessons that you inevitably learn if you discern the right information to be able to take personal responsibility or what was actually your unhealed shit or whatever...but there seems to be REAL SHIT that these fake people (at least) touch on (if not have actual experience with).

And a phenomenon I notice in trying to discuss it, is stuff like you (and eelco) are doing, projecting your understanding of reality on to the rest of the community assuming that they are staying in their victimhood by looking to people willing to share similar experiences.

This thread started as a disclosure of Christine's understanding of what happened in her experience, and now it's been directed into woo-woo self awareness/personal responsibility philosophical "higher level" stuff. It happens a lot 'round here.

But who knows...the conclusion of that thought is that anyone experiencing anything anaomlous is having a mass hallucination/delusion, and maybe we're wired to experience that with these similar archetypes...who knows? I'm not saying I'm "right"...I am just hoping to explore actual experiences rather than another circular philosophical discussion

[Edythe]

This thread started as a disclosure of Christine's understanding of what happened in her experience, and now it's been directed into woo-woo self awareness/personal responsibility philosophical "higher level" stuff. It happens a lot 'round here.

Phil, I just spewed my coffee! hahahahaaa! This happens a lot in every forum! I remember the old saying .. "so spiritually minded, no earthly good".. I mean no offense to anyone, but, I do see the humor in it all

Laughing and love, E

[Phil]

And not to be more of a dick, but here’s my interpretation of your “honest assessment”:

It’s the audience’s fault for loving the drama, we create our a drama-ful reality in doing so.

Eelco’s: this bullshit has nothing to do with my real life so it’s better to pay no attention to it.

I agree wholeheartedly with both of those a lot of the time. At those times, I don’t pay attention to this shit. But other times, like when I’m posting on a thread about it, I obviously feel it’s at least interesting enough, if not important enough, to direct my energy and attention to.

It seems like “walking your guys’ walk” would be to NOT post on a thread like this. It reminds me of the early BR threads I tried to have on TOT…where more people felt the need to post about how unimportant the topic was than discussing the topic.

[Christine]

I feel like we are tracking or navigating something here, it is at least important enough to me to finally put down my involvement and perceptions of what occurred, not important in the day by day of my life which I cherish but in response to something I clearly see occurring in what we have called the Alternative Media or community that is supposedly founded on Truth and honesty. The take over of Alternative Media is rampant, it is as I see it an opportunity to rise a sane voice, disclosing a mechanism that is repeatedly used and even the supposed awake and aware crowd falls into the trap.

It is really quite simple, where money and egos are valued over Spirit and Love, where fear rules the heart a person remains bait for the "creation machine".

And not to be more of a dick, but here’s my interpretation of your “honest assessment”:

It’s the audience’s fault for loving the drama, we create our a drama-ful reality in doing so.

Eelco’s: this bullshit has nothing to do with my real life so it’s better to pay no attention to it.

I agree wholeheartedly with both of those a lot of the time. At those times, I don’t pay attention to this shit. But other times, like when I’m posting on a thread about it, I obviously feel it’s at least interesting enough, if not important enough, to direct my energy and attention to.

It seems like “walking your guys’ walk” would be to NOT post on a thread like this. It reminds me of the early BR threads I tried to have on TOT…where more people felt the need to post about how unimportant the topic was than discussing the topic.

[Phil]

Amen to that sister...but it may be more than money and egos (and fear). Those seem to be the tools, desire for control (you said RULES) seems to the ultimate driver.

Information is the real currency, the only thing of value. It is definitely twisted here, to the extent that is not easy to even share our own amongst ourselves.

[Eelco]

Eelco’s: this bullshit has nothing to do with my real life so it’s better to pay no attention to it.

I agree wholeheartedly with both of those a lot of the time. At those times, I don’t pay attention to this shit.

Lol,

If I didn't pay attention I wouldn't be posting.
As it is though.. There is nothing I can do from within my reality to aid corey. Not in the validation of his story as there is no way I can clarify, test or falsify his story. Not in aiding any bleu Avian as they have not contacted me or anyone I know except for an internet persona I don't interact with.

I have seen this narrative been brought to PA and to TOT. I've seen the drama that evolved from that.
Those are reasons for me to not care where this leads. Like I said I would love to be protected by a benevolent et race that comes to our aid.

My own history with the so called annunaki and egyptian gods do not give me much reassurance that blue birdheaded pictographs are now suddenly proof of this benevolent race as a few years ago In my belief system they were the pinnacle of all that is evil in this world.

With Love
Eelco

[Phil]

What I'm suggesting is that you were there, witness to the creation and evolution of CG's myth (sponsored by DW, founded by BR as a PA production) that captured the audience of dozens of intelligent peeps, and somehow persists to this day...I think that is a more interesting story than some douche meeting with his blue bird friends.

Especially considering we directly interact with many of the important characters of the story