Re: Truth and understanding is forever the lovely, the good and the expanding
Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2017 3:50 am
Just two nights ago, I was standing outside and a it occurred to me that despite my deep faith in principles that guide the workings being only ONE POWER, I might be mistaken. It felt cold and dark like a void offering itself. I just did not go there. It felt like an absurd choice. It was not even tempting. I feel pleased that I am so happy with my creation here and now. It feels as real as anything and uplifting.
At this present moment I am done with the dark nights of the soul. The darkness through which I saw everything imprinted itself for ages. I did not know what to believe and I was quite blinded. I saw ill and the hood was impoverished and killing and nothing changes. I embraced all the thinking of doubt and paranoia guided my perception. Reason told me that I saw reality. But it did not FEEL true. My FEELING was so clear and light when I felt into the Presence of life.
And yes, I know that presence and having the experience trumps reason's mistakes.
My suspicion felt frightening and overwhelming . It was unbelievebly awful and the world was immersed in helpless pain. I felt sick and tired.
I just knew there must be something more true to my feeling.
The Presence is my ally.
I began to embrace that thinking will make it so as acted on and it sure seems to be REASONABLE now. The ignorance of my SAD condition when NOT feeling connected is a relief because ignorance is just waiting to be illuminated. Everything I thought was obviously in my face all ways. CHOICE to be pronoic is my release form feeling horrible and in hell and fearful beyond wits end. I will think of freedom and the light and I will see the world there and add my power to make my vision HERE in my home. I will make them real and the light will illuminate what was shadow.
The Universe is behind me.
I WILL feel this is SO by being in the Presence.
Then I will walk.
Pronoia is the direction and the path lights up.
Homeward bound and lucky.
IF the principle works, it WILL WORK. This is like being immersed in a transcendent REAL, that any what happens is possible. Once happened everything just IS as was planned TOWARDS destiny. All modes can be embraced. They are NEVER permanent. When we know, They ALL lead to our well being because that is the chosen destiny for such as WE. No doubt can assail the Presence that assuages by being already done just as expected. The heart can relax in joy.
Beautiful music will present itself and be a gift to the heart.
[youtube]https://youtu.be/Ds3VVUHGlpg[/youtube]
At this present moment I am done with the dark nights of the soul. The darkness through which I saw everything imprinted itself for ages. I did not know what to believe and I was quite blinded. I saw ill and the hood was impoverished and killing and nothing changes. I embraced all the thinking of doubt and paranoia guided my perception. Reason told me that I saw reality. But it did not FEEL true. My FEELING was so clear and light when I felt into the Presence of life.
And yes, I know that presence and having the experience trumps reason's mistakes.
My suspicion felt frightening and overwhelming . It was unbelievebly awful and the world was immersed in helpless pain. I felt sick and tired.
I just knew there must be something more true to my feeling.
The Presence is my ally.
I began to embrace that thinking will make it so as acted on and it sure seems to be REASONABLE now. The ignorance of my SAD condition when NOT feeling connected is a relief because ignorance is just waiting to be illuminated. Everything I thought was obviously in my face all ways. CHOICE to be pronoic is my release form feeling horrible and in hell and fearful beyond wits end. I will think of freedom and the light and I will see the world there and add my power to make my vision HERE in my home. I will make them real and the light will illuminate what was shadow.
The Universe is behind me.
I WILL feel this is SO by being in the Presence.
Then I will walk.
Pronoia is the direction and the path lights up.
Homeward bound and lucky.
IF the principle works, it WILL WORK. This is like being immersed in a transcendent REAL, that any what happens is possible. Once happened everything just IS as was planned TOWARDS destiny. All modes can be embraced. They are NEVER permanent. When we know, They ALL lead to our well being because that is the chosen destiny for such as WE. No doubt can assail the Presence that assuages by being already done just as expected. The heart can relax in joy.
Beautiful music will present itself and be a gift to the heart.
[youtube]https://youtu.be/Ds3VVUHGlpg[/youtube]