So falling down that long narrow, or is it a very wide hole? We all may be moving to the very same place that connects all cells back to one. There are times or instances that I am still and can see clearly the very existence of all life. I can feel the rotation as if lying on ball that has been thrown through the air and spinning around and around. I have seen the heavens up close and touched the force of life. I have seen the opposite and its death or darkness.
I even see that life is all even if its black and dark. All of these things are just a part of life but in different impressions, observations, perceptions and then is this not just a freedom of choice for each and everyone? (I see life this way, I don't want to participate in this sickness, I want, I want, I want. WAIT, I need, I need, I need.) Is this real? STOP!! look around, is my perception skewered? are my beliefs nothing more than images, frequencies from others around me? There is so much to think about and I can do anything or so I have been told.
Yes Spiritwind, you and your Husband are fighters, survivors and it is you and he that continue in the spirit and the corporeal to move toward that gateway that we all are heading for. There are those that grasp the light and the dark parts and move like shooting stars toward that end, always learning something new. always gathering the essence of life in abundance as ones floats the living waters.
We all have stood at the edge and wondered what it is like on the other side. Oh just to jump into that. The other life, the other world of not even being a human, What was that like other than a continuous destruction? Life is always, is forever, is everywhere.
You see, I did stand at that edge and I have seen but yet here I am still lost in this realm as it seems. I may be knowing, I may be not knowing. and as you say Fred, Squaring the Circle because we all are blind but we all are touching the same object, the same oneness of life. Our perceptions may be different in thought but yet they all come to describe the same oneness. Could I say that there are trillions upon trillions of different perceptions yet they all do fit within that event horizon of the black hole. squeezing into a never ending stretch to infinity? Does it all fit into this one word LOVE?
So then, for those of us that do run away frightened because we do not want to see, reality, truth, and those are concepts of our perceptions are they not?, will only reach out to the falsity of external measures to bury the true self. This is drugs, alcohol, sex, food, tv, sports gambling. you name it, if it is an addiction of one sort or another it is a means of burial. A means to not feel, to not see. None of these things will ever stop the knowing the seeing of that edge and so we come to the end just as numb as when the first exposure opened the door and we turn and run away only to come back to experience it again until we learn that it may be or is the center of the universe we actually come from and all we have to do is except. Perhaps there is an infinity of this particular doorways that we will always go through and we get stuck at one place until we learn to just step through.
Okay, My existentialist mind is overworking here so am I nuts or just experiencing?
Thank you Fred for the Thread, It is refreshing to talk and by doing so it can open so many doors, So revolutionize your world.
Ha here is something. When I play my guitar, there is a vibration within my soul and I watch the plants in this office become alive in front of my eyes.
Yes Not in the way most would take that to mean.
Steven In Love and health