Sort of continued...
(I started writing this morning over here: viewtopic.php?f=17&t=968&p=11574#p11574
So the past, future, and present are all swimming in the currents of my mind lately. And, I’ve decided to make this the beginning of another post in a different thread, because I’m about to veer way off the topic of farm life.
On the one hand I’m becoming clearer by the day about our potential relationship with the feminine emanation that seems to embody this planet and literally makes up absolutely everything that has form here, from the plants and animals, to the rocks and dirt, to the grains of sand on the beaches of the world, to our very bodies and every cell in it. It, SHE, is EVERYTHING! And she sparkles, and she is radiant, and when I tune into her all is well, in fact it’s better than well. She tells me to never give up, love is patient, and things aren’t what they seem, and it isn’t all bad. It is because of her that I was able to start appreciating the beauty and joy that actually is there for us, especially once we begin to cultivate a space for her within us. It is what has allowed so much integration and healing to take place on my journey of remembrance and return to wholeness, to holiness. She represents all that is sacred, which is basically everything. I unabashedly love her, with all my being.
But I basically can’t talk much to people about her. And, much of the ensuing thought processes that I often share here are a result of that continued asking why this is so. In fact, it is because of the spread of a certain mindset, almost like a process of dying and de-evolving to a lower state, that I see happening in the world that I am so, basically, unsure how she is going to pull off what would have to be a bonafide miracle of epic proportions to avert the coming train wreck, where almost all passengers on board are lost.
There are some of us who do see it coming. We know that radiation is still pouring into our oceans from Fukushima, we know there is an inconceivable loss of life happening in our oceans, for all kinds of reasons. Man, I’m having a hard time going on with this. Okay, keep going...
We know there is ample evidence in the public domain that shows we are indeed experiencing weather modification technologies, and that nothing is really normal there anymore. We know there are heavy metals and a whole bunch of other stuff being sprayed on us all over the world. We know that many of these fires have elements about them that are not from natural causes, and that there is an agenda at work in some areas that is in no way for humanities benefit. We know that as they continue to install smart meters and 5g technologies with the intention for this to be worldwide that it does not bode well for biological life here.
We also know that Montsanto (now Bayer) with its many tentacles affecting our food chain is part of this life deadening agenda, as well as the hold the pharmaceutical companies have on corporations that solely exist to increase profit. They have no sense of ethics or social responsibility as a result of being given the same rights as an individual, and in reality they actually have more rights than we humans currently have as individuals. They allow a bunch of wealthy beyond imagination for most of us people, the big shareholders, to get together and decide what happens for the rest of us. But that’s scratching the surface.
I mentioned that I’ve been reading about the Tavistock Institute, and, though I knew bits and pieces of this, they really lay it out for you. I must say, my mind is reeling. The thing is, once you peel back the onion far enough, you can’t help but notice the long term planning involved in all of this. They totally intended to take us back to cave man mentality, but even worse than that. Cave men probably treated their women pretty good. It’s really the diabolicalness of it all, that gets me though. They use their knowledge of how the human mind works against us in every way imaginable. I studied many current textbooks on psychology while working on getting my degree not too many years ago. Even though I will never use that education to actually get a job in any field that requires it, I did learn a lot of useful information. I do know a bit about how psychology became one of the accepted branches of so called science.
It’s good to remember that pretty much every single new gadget, or technological advance that is rolled out to the public, was developed in secret behind closed doors, by corporations and agencies, for military purposes and applications. These people have a different mindset than the average human just trying to raise a family and a live a middle class life (which anyone should be able to see is disappearing fast). And, as I’ve been digging into the story concocted and taught in our schools that supposedly represents a facsimile of truth about our past I realize more and more just how deep the lie goes, and how far into our psyche and belief systems it has managed to infiltrate.
As Max Igan says, everything REALLY is a lie, and even I did not know this just a few short years ago. In fact, as I dug deeper and deeper into what evidence has managed to survive the onslaught of underhanded skullduggery, I am truly not happy to discover it’s far worse than I even could have imagined.
And yet, and yet.....
You see, even as a child I had this idea about the world. But, because I wanted to fit in, wanted to be accepted, I submerged my inner knowing that really was there all along, even from the beginning. Just so incredibly amazing to realize that my earliest intuitions were absolutely right on the mark. And I thought I was crazy!
And then there is the continuing trickle, and sometimes torrent, of memories that are coming back to me, some from this lifetime, and some from beyond. What has been done to human beings by OTHER human beings, in all its horror, truly is a hard pill to swallow. No wonder there is so much cognitive dissonance.
It does appear that those at the highest levels of power and control on this planet do indeed adhere to a cult that really is satanic to its core. That’s where all the human trafficking, sex trafficking, pedophilia epidemic comes in. There is no bottom here, at least not that I’ve found. And, my intuition tells me lately that we have all been on the reservation for a lot longer than we know. They treat this planet like a piece of real estate that they own and can do anything that they want with, and they’ve been doing this for a very very long time, through several cataclysms, perhaps even an ice age or two, and maybe even carried over from planetary/solar system wars where the spoils got divided up amongst the winners. It’s a very ancient mind set, but one which many of us would not willingly go along with if we really knew where that is going to leave the rest of us and all biological life forms we share this planet with.
And I guess that’s why I don’t give up. Because I think they somehow have to get us to consent to our demise. So, if enough of us wake up and smell the roses (where did that saying come from?) and refuse to go along, and this is both energetically (in our minds, thoughts, and heart decisions), as well as taking physical actions to withdraw our consent and begin practicing on a daily basis to set the table for HER!, something completely different will start to happen. Something amazing. I know in my bones it can happen. I don’t feel the outcome is set in stone, yet.
So I will keep on beating that drum until, well, I guess I’ll know.