Truth...I am much more wary of the light. Much more harm came from the light, and the dark has sheltered me.
I had a three day experience with a demon who had possessed a friend. It was scary and hostile at first, but when the knowing came to me and I spoke his name(astoroth)it changed the dynamic. We talked, a mutual respect developed. He apologized for any harm he may have caused my friend, and departed.
My Bodhisattvic perception sees nothing the Prime Creator did not create or orchestrate. This 3D experience requires positive and negative polarities. Those most precious to him are in pivotal -ve polarity roles. I found something I wrote in a forum I used to moderate, I've long had the perception of necessary evils.
Why did the Creator put jealousy, avarice, rebellion and all manner of negative polarity traits in his Angels?
These are human emotions born of the blessing and curse of freewill and the fruits of knowledge/awareness of good and evil.
Why did the Sons of God get created with penises and sperm if there was not a plan for them to procreate? The fall a planned necessary evil?
Since interceding for Lilith, I have had others ask for the same thing. Two I am working with now. When one shows compassion to a being that has not felt Agape in eons, it's beautiful and heartbreaking. One is a King in his hierarchy and he turned and shrunk, "STOP! It hurts! When one gets past the rage, the -ve, there is a brokenness, a vulnerability, a being that just wants to go home. If humanity deserves it, then so do the fallen ones. More so, in my opinion as my experience is that humanity has the Freewill to do evil over and over again.