This was originally written on January 17 of this year. I feel the need to include this rather long post to get to where I hope to go with this, so I apologize for the length. Besides taking a bunch of workshops in 2003, and then my official beginning of my studies of the tree starting the following...

I started studying Kabbalah and working through the tree in 2004. I originally worked with the concepts associated with the Kabbalah as a group with a facilitator as part of a year long class. I went on to study the tree by way of path working with this same facilitator for an additional two years. ...

Awesome and inspiring words to ponder. More than reading, I found myself feeling into them. Will read this several more times.

It really just amazed me as I continued to study and apply these concepts. It seemed my life was all there laid out for me to see. I had Neptune, Jupiter, and the north node of the moon all in Scorpio hovering between the end of my ninth house and beginning of my tenth. They were all squaring the mo...

The whole reason I studied astrology so diligently starting in 1993 was because I was pregnant with my third child and already knowing that I would be largely alone to raise her, again. I had definitely recognized, by then, that I was living some kind of pattern that wasn't working well for me. I ha...

It's been over two weeks now since my friend who owns the property we live on had a session with the folks from Crystal Mountain. He has given me permission to write about certain aspects of his experience. It was very interesting to me because this time I just got to listen and take notes, to see w...

This seems to be a continuation of my previous post so will put this here. Trust and truth For all my life I have been asking basically the same questions. What is our true history, what really am I, what should be my priorities during my experience here. When I intend to receive information from be...

I could have started this under several headings, but it seems to best fit here. Astrology may very well be part of the elaborate system of funneling energy in various different ways, and in different areas of our lives, to actually keep each of us in a archetypal prison of sorts. But, I also still ...

What you say is so interesting Eelco. It makes me think of the statement "it's the journey, not the destination" that is important. In other words, it's easy to go back and judge ourselves by what we have done and the choices we have made in the past.  In fact, I can remember a previous re...

Creating the Space of Love As I sit in quiet contemplation, allowing my mind in this special space, to go where it wants to go, I see a garden, a hidden garden held in the heart space, buried deep within.  I then realize that this is the garden I have been watering with my tears of sorrow and joy. E...