Last night I revisited a book I made for my mother 40 years ago that came back to me when she died. I was not on speaking terms with her when she died. I had once loved my mother most of all people and in this book I read a letter I wrote to her expressing the loving longing I felt for her in 1977....

Fred Steeves wrote: I think those leaving each cycle do so in gratitude for the experience.

Just This...

With Love
Eelco

Wow Bleu, That is quite the ordeal. I would go crazy if one of my children would suffer through something like that. As Sandy was saying I don't think either group is the crazy one. When you talked about the spirit of the disease possessing her that sounded about right. Just going off on a mind wand...

one should wait for the opening. once it is there one has to see and sieze it..

And one should not care whether he/she lives or dies....

With Love
Eelco

As with most concepts of the human energy grid the chakra system too is just that. A conceptual understanding/means to think about and connect to the human energy grid. As concepts go the moment we "get the picture" we start mistaken the picture for the real thing and get "locked"...

There is another more vital reason for closing the speculation (spectacle of CG) thread... I am pretty sure many of us are feeling a wide spread change in energetics. I am most interested in how each of us are perceiving and dealing with it, not to mention the obvious outerworld insanity as the fal...

It's what the individual learns through it that makes it STO or STS. The STO/STS duality seems to be a divide & conquer psyop meme. Service to others is needed in a hierarchical dominance society, so those in power need to promote service to others and make people believe it's high social statu...

The internet like the soul group just is. It's what the individual learns through it that makes it STO or STS. Likewise the way hackers are forbidden to access it, because of "unwanted" manipulation using the information there. We the human individuals are forbidden to access it. Not by so...

Hey there Fred,

Good to see you're here.

With Love
Eelco

So the computer cloud is service-to-others, just like the human group soul that we will become. There is something frighting about this idea. First off I no longer believe we have a soul. That is soul is the same kind of construct as ego is. A pattern of consciousness thinking itself into existens ...