Why I don’t wear a mask
Posted: Mon May 18, 2020 3:26 pm
I decided I needed to write a response to my sisters partner who had a very strong negative reaction in a phone conversation when I told him I don’t wear a mask. This is becoming increasingly common, when talking to people who have an entirely different approach to staying healthy, treating imbalance and signs of illness or disease. Most of these people believe in the mainstream system.
I could write a whole book on how I came to my current perspective, but don’t have time, so will try to come up with an abbreviated version. I think it’s important, because I am being questioned about my stance with an increasing level of hostility and assumptions.
Here’s the deal. I don’t have health insurance, and have not had a family doctor ever since he retired about 15 years ago. I don’t complain about it though, because in the last few years I have kind of reached a breakthrough in my own understanding of who and what I am in the larger scheme of things. I might as well be an alien because I know only a very small handful of people who “see” as I do. I have a lifetime of experience I can relate to show the long term course of how I came to this place, as probably can each of those whom I have spoken to who understand.
I started down this path when I was 20 years old. Just as any doctor who practices medicine for 40 years, I have a great deal of experience in knowing what works for me and what doesn’t. The system that is in place now would have me believe that those experiences are of no value, for I do not qualify as an expert in their view. I can’t say this any other way than my whole 40 plus years of experience is what I trust, and I believe they are in error when lumping me into the “collective”. I am not Borg, and I will not be assimilated.
To jump to current conditions, I live in an environment that would make most people cringe. In short, there’s a lot of dirt and poop. Goat poop, horse poop, dog poop, chicken poop, cat poop, and last, but not least, our poop! I have to clean this stuff up on a regular basis, and I get dirty (worse than that, really!). I’ve tried wearing a mask so as not get get the dust in my nose when cleaning barns, and I just can’t do it. I get light headed, it fogs up my glasses, and gives me a slight panic attack. I’ve tried many times.
Anyway, with our current lifestyle, and all the germs and bacteria we are exposed to, I should be sick all the time. I am not. I do have issues with allergic responses to what is in the air sometimes, or what I eat (which is highly important and mostly overlooked in this equation) but I feel that is my body’s effort to protect me. I try, instead, to support my body’s ability to heal itself through a wide variety of immune enhancing responses. On a handful of occasions, I have not been able to shift whatever physical ailment I may be experiencing, but was able to remedy it through help from skilled friends who understand we are much more than our physical body, and sometimes there is more going on than meets the eye. In each of these occasions, the positive response was dramatic and immediate. In short, I trust me, and a handful of others who take a similar approach and also have years of experience. I trust them way more than the currently accepted western model of medicine that has become something quite far flung from its original purpose.
I can’t even summarize the mountain of research and stuff I’ve read over the years, but suffice it to say, overall, humanity, with all the advances in medicine, is not becoming healthier. It has become totally impersonalized, and robotic in its current form, and totally repulsive to me in every way. Even my husband, who was a medic in the military, and later a physicians assistant for a few years cannot believe what it has come to. In fact, he got out of medicine because of what he observed. At least in the military, the people pretty much all received the same treatment. In the civilian world though, it was all about your insurance coverage. Many did not get the best care available because their insurance would not cover it. Some can not get any at all. Great system we have there!
There’s also this little thing about honor, respect, and a willingness to stand by your values, ethics, and morals. It is very clear from my research that these are not the values driving our current mainstream system, so I respectfully decline. Sometimes, you just have to stand up for what you believe is right, regardless of whether you are a single voice against a hostile majority.
I have had numerous strange symptoms come and go in my life, some of them even very concerning. Most people would have scrambled to their doctor. I have no doubt I would have been diagnosed with a slew of various conditions with the matching prescriptions that do not heal, but only manage symptoms. And my belief in those diagnoses would have assisted in their continued manifestation. In fact, over 30 years ago I was told I had a condition that warranted severe physical restrictions, like, don’t carry more than 10 pounds. Obviously I didn’t listen to that! I also have a growing understanding of the power of belief, which, for the most part people know nothing about. Which is unfortunate, for we are not just a slightly more conscious version of animal, but so much more. Just do a little research of the placebo effect.
It would appear than many have a short memory as well, when it comes to the past. My husband’s mother’s family emigrated from Russia as a group of several families who decided it was time to leave the Motherland, in anticipation of what the Bolsheviks were planning to bring about. It turns out they were very wise in making this move. He would probably not be here today. There are many instances of people seeing what was coming, trying to warn their fellowman, only to be disregarded, yet later proven correct in their predictions.
And there is such a thing as doing the right thing, according to your conscience. My husband related a story about riding a bus back when discrimination was still practiced in what then was considered an appropriate manner by the masses. He is white, and got on the bus, but there were no more seats. So the bus driver stopped the bus and went back and told an older black woman who was sitting down to stand up, and let my husband sit down. My husband had been discriminated against because his mother was Russian when he was growing up and has strong feelings about injustice and prejudice, and said he felt like seriously hurting the bus driver for his bigotry. Anyway, needless to say, my husband told the bus driver in no uncertain terms that the woman in question was NOT giving up her seat, and that he was quite willing to stand.
Well, it turns out, bigotry comes in many shapes and sizes. And there is so much information out there now, that clearly demonstrates the long term planning that has went in to this, showing step by step how they are going to roll this out. I’ve been watching, and reading about this for years upon years. And they are following the script quite closely. So it truly is bizarre that even though, to me, it is so obvious what is really happening, and that they’ve been so successful, it is even more bizarre that people like me who keep pointing at the Emperor, and saying, “hey, he doesn’t have any clothes on, he’s naked!”, are starting to trigger such hostility in some just by virtue of opening our mouths at all.
I used to at least be able to express myself, and people would just roll their eyes while walking away. But now, since we are the minority who keep speaking out and asking questions, which we have every right to do, we are just being labeled “difficult”, “dangerous”, and somehow a threat to their safety. People are actually sanctioning some of the ridiculous measures those who have been strategically placed in positions of authority are now implementing at an alarming rate. Forcibly separating children from their parents, arresting people because they are not wearing a mask, putting children in little cubicles and not allowing them any close contact as well as wearing masks is considered a good idea, along with being asked by your government to spy and turn in anyone who is not following the rules. Am I concerned? Uh, yeah, I am concerned!
And next thing you know, just like discrimination throughout time, I may no longer be able to ride the bus, go out to get necessary supplies like food and things for the farm. Many will not even be able to return to their professions, as they will not exist anymore. Who knows, maybe I’ll even have to sew a special badge on my clothing, or get a tattoo, to mark me as an “undesirable”.
It really comes down to what you believe, based on the best evidence available. As I’ve stated before, statistics can be very contradictory, for you have to know the model used to derive those statistics. Having grown up in a very religious home, I know how easy it is to take some bible scriptures and present a good argument, while the person you are arguing with has done the same with different scriptures. The argument can go on forever. And all the while they are insidiously continuing to take every aspect of our sovereignty that we ever thought we had, away from us.
And, I’m sorry, but according to my research, the evidence for the seriousness of this situation justifying what they are rolling out is simply not able to adequately counter the evidence to the contrary, in my view. I’m still not saying that there is no biological component to this, just that what we are being sold as the truth has some gaping holes, and conflicting information, and merits being analyzed and questioned a great deal more before being accepted as the only possible view or solution to what appears to be occurring. It is definitely NOT the only response, nor in my view, the right one. I do not want to live in the reality our billionaire (trillionaire) would be planners and controllers have in mind for us. If you don’t look at the information that supports this possibility, then you are willfully choosing to remain in ignorance.
When I told my sister’s partner that I would not allow anyone to stick that thing up my nose to test for this so called “virus” I was accused of trading one fear (fear of getting sick) for another fear. I do not agree. I do not actually fear what is to come, for I cannot by myself stop it. I fear much more for my fellowman, and all life here, for, just like Noah back in the day, a flood is coming, whether you choose to see it or not. I’m just doing my part as a concerned spiritual being, currently inhabiting a physical body, who cares about all life here, and does not want to be irresponsible by not warning my fellowman.
The way I see it, is, if giving my life will save others, it is worth it. I will stand in the light of truth, even if I stand alone. It’s a good day to be alive. It’s also a good day to die. At least if I do, I do it with my self respect, integrity, and dignity intact.
I could write a whole book on how I came to my current perspective, but don’t have time, so will try to come up with an abbreviated version. I think it’s important, because I am being questioned about my stance with an increasing level of hostility and assumptions.
Here’s the deal. I don’t have health insurance, and have not had a family doctor ever since he retired about 15 years ago. I don’t complain about it though, because in the last few years I have kind of reached a breakthrough in my own understanding of who and what I am in the larger scheme of things. I might as well be an alien because I know only a very small handful of people who “see” as I do. I have a lifetime of experience I can relate to show the long term course of how I came to this place, as probably can each of those whom I have spoken to who understand.
I started down this path when I was 20 years old. Just as any doctor who practices medicine for 40 years, I have a great deal of experience in knowing what works for me and what doesn’t. The system that is in place now would have me believe that those experiences are of no value, for I do not qualify as an expert in their view. I can’t say this any other way than my whole 40 plus years of experience is what I trust, and I believe they are in error when lumping me into the “collective”. I am not Borg, and I will not be assimilated.
To jump to current conditions, I live in an environment that would make most people cringe. In short, there’s a lot of dirt and poop. Goat poop, horse poop, dog poop, chicken poop, cat poop, and last, but not least, our poop! I have to clean this stuff up on a regular basis, and I get dirty (worse than that, really!). I’ve tried wearing a mask so as not get get the dust in my nose when cleaning barns, and I just can’t do it. I get light headed, it fogs up my glasses, and gives me a slight panic attack. I’ve tried many times.
Anyway, with our current lifestyle, and all the germs and bacteria we are exposed to, I should be sick all the time. I am not. I do have issues with allergic responses to what is in the air sometimes, or what I eat (which is highly important and mostly overlooked in this equation) but I feel that is my body’s effort to protect me. I try, instead, to support my body’s ability to heal itself through a wide variety of immune enhancing responses. On a handful of occasions, I have not been able to shift whatever physical ailment I may be experiencing, but was able to remedy it through help from skilled friends who understand we are much more than our physical body, and sometimes there is more going on than meets the eye. In each of these occasions, the positive response was dramatic and immediate. In short, I trust me, and a handful of others who take a similar approach and also have years of experience. I trust them way more than the currently accepted western model of medicine that has become something quite far flung from its original purpose.
I can’t even summarize the mountain of research and stuff I’ve read over the years, but suffice it to say, overall, humanity, with all the advances in medicine, is not becoming healthier. It has become totally impersonalized, and robotic in its current form, and totally repulsive to me in every way. Even my husband, who was a medic in the military, and later a physicians assistant for a few years cannot believe what it has come to. In fact, he got out of medicine because of what he observed. At least in the military, the people pretty much all received the same treatment. In the civilian world though, it was all about your insurance coverage. Many did not get the best care available because their insurance would not cover it. Some can not get any at all. Great system we have there!
There’s also this little thing about honor, respect, and a willingness to stand by your values, ethics, and morals. It is very clear from my research that these are not the values driving our current mainstream system, so I respectfully decline. Sometimes, you just have to stand up for what you believe is right, regardless of whether you are a single voice against a hostile majority.
I have had numerous strange symptoms come and go in my life, some of them even very concerning. Most people would have scrambled to their doctor. I have no doubt I would have been diagnosed with a slew of various conditions with the matching prescriptions that do not heal, but only manage symptoms. And my belief in those diagnoses would have assisted in their continued manifestation. In fact, over 30 years ago I was told I had a condition that warranted severe physical restrictions, like, don’t carry more than 10 pounds. Obviously I didn’t listen to that! I also have a growing understanding of the power of belief, which, for the most part people know nothing about. Which is unfortunate, for we are not just a slightly more conscious version of animal, but so much more. Just do a little research of the placebo effect.
It would appear than many have a short memory as well, when it comes to the past. My husband’s mother’s family emigrated from Russia as a group of several families who decided it was time to leave the Motherland, in anticipation of what the Bolsheviks were planning to bring about. It turns out they were very wise in making this move. He would probably not be here today. There are many instances of people seeing what was coming, trying to warn their fellowman, only to be disregarded, yet later proven correct in their predictions.
And there is such a thing as doing the right thing, according to your conscience. My husband related a story about riding a bus back when discrimination was still practiced in what then was considered an appropriate manner by the masses. He is white, and got on the bus, but there were no more seats. So the bus driver stopped the bus and went back and told an older black woman who was sitting down to stand up, and let my husband sit down. My husband had been discriminated against because his mother was Russian when he was growing up and has strong feelings about injustice and prejudice, and said he felt like seriously hurting the bus driver for his bigotry. Anyway, needless to say, my husband told the bus driver in no uncertain terms that the woman in question was NOT giving up her seat, and that he was quite willing to stand.
Well, it turns out, bigotry comes in many shapes and sizes. And there is so much information out there now, that clearly demonstrates the long term planning that has went in to this, showing step by step how they are going to roll this out. I’ve been watching, and reading about this for years upon years. And they are following the script quite closely. So it truly is bizarre that even though, to me, it is so obvious what is really happening, and that they’ve been so successful, it is even more bizarre that people like me who keep pointing at the Emperor, and saying, “hey, he doesn’t have any clothes on, he’s naked!”, are starting to trigger such hostility in some just by virtue of opening our mouths at all.
I used to at least be able to express myself, and people would just roll their eyes while walking away. But now, since we are the minority who keep speaking out and asking questions, which we have every right to do, we are just being labeled “difficult”, “dangerous”, and somehow a threat to their safety. People are actually sanctioning some of the ridiculous measures those who have been strategically placed in positions of authority are now implementing at an alarming rate. Forcibly separating children from their parents, arresting people because they are not wearing a mask, putting children in little cubicles and not allowing them any close contact as well as wearing masks is considered a good idea, along with being asked by your government to spy and turn in anyone who is not following the rules. Am I concerned? Uh, yeah, I am concerned!
And next thing you know, just like discrimination throughout time, I may no longer be able to ride the bus, go out to get necessary supplies like food and things for the farm. Many will not even be able to return to their professions, as they will not exist anymore. Who knows, maybe I’ll even have to sew a special badge on my clothing, or get a tattoo, to mark me as an “undesirable”.
It really comes down to what you believe, based on the best evidence available. As I’ve stated before, statistics can be very contradictory, for you have to know the model used to derive those statistics. Having grown up in a very religious home, I know how easy it is to take some bible scriptures and present a good argument, while the person you are arguing with has done the same with different scriptures. The argument can go on forever. And all the while they are insidiously continuing to take every aspect of our sovereignty that we ever thought we had, away from us.
And, I’m sorry, but according to my research, the evidence for the seriousness of this situation justifying what they are rolling out is simply not able to adequately counter the evidence to the contrary, in my view. I’m still not saying that there is no biological component to this, just that what we are being sold as the truth has some gaping holes, and conflicting information, and merits being analyzed and questioned a great deal more before being accepted as the only possible view or solution to what appears to be occurring. It is definitely NOT the only response, nor in my view, the right one. I do not want to live in the reality our billionaire (trillionaire) would be planners and controllers have in mind for us. If you don’t look at the information that supports this possibility, then you are willfully choosing to remain in ignorance.
When I told my sister’s partner that I would not allow anyone to stick that thing up my nose to test for this so called “virus” I was accused of trading one fear (fear of getting sick) for another fear. I do not agree. I do not actually fear what is to come, for I cannot by myself stop it. I fear much more for my fellowman, and all life here, for, just like Noah back in the day, a flood is coming, whether you choose to see it or not. I’m just doing my part as a concerned spiritual being, currently inhabiting a physical body, who cares about all life here, and does not want to be irresponsible by not warning my fellowman.
The way I see it, is, if giving my life will save others, it is worth it. I will stand in the light of truth, even if I stand alone. It’s a good day to be alive. It’s also a good day to die. At least if I do, I do it with my self respect, integrity, and dignity intact.