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Discerning disinformation, controlled opposition and unconscious matrix agents and learning to see and feel through deception

“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of the masses is an important element in democratic society. Those who manipulate this unseen mechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true ruling power of our country. We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes formed, our ideas suggested, largely by men we have never heard of. In almost every act of our daily lives, whether in the sphere of politics or business, in our social conduct or our ethical thinking, we are dominated by the relatively small number of persons who understand the mental processes and social patterns of the masses. It is they who pull the wires which control the public mind.” – Edward Bernays

Many public persons are not who they pretend to be. How easy is it to create a certain image in the public eye, receptacle of collective projections ? What we are being witnesses of through mass and even a great part of the alternative media is mainly, if not all, staged, controlled or corrupted. Controlled opposition is a term coined to refer to psychological operations (psy-ops) that are meant to control the mind of the masses and manipulate them psychologically and emotionally. It works as a double layer bluff.
Psy-op and controlled opposition

Such operations led by secret intelligence agencies and planned way ahead, are designed to keep the masses enslaved, distracted and looking away from the root of problems, molding public opinion. Indeed, these are highly sophisticated disinformation projects relying on easily predictable responses, using predictive programming and designed to spread false information in order to influence public opinion. It’s based on the principle that the best way to control opposition is to lead it and it’s insidious. These operations, made to syphon time, energy and money while focusing attention on inverted values and deception, are often hiding under humanitarian and well-intentioned disguises. Psy-ops are also a perfect way to divide the truth community, distract people with circular unsolvable arguments and discredit conspiracy researchers. A closer look at how mind control works can also help perceiving the constructed narratives of controlled opposition. It’s also very much linked to the hegelian dialect (problem-reaction-solution) that wants a certain solution to be voted for and that might even be at the root of the creation of the problem in the first place.

Truth mixed with lies

What the majority of agents of such operations are saying is often true, yet the nature of the knowledge they are conveying is serving agendas that are kept hidden from the public eye and that are not serving the interests of humanity. They may disclose relevant information about war crimes or political fraud yet they will still be keeping a blind eye on the real issues. Moreover, many documents and content are being selected, deliberately revealed and used as baits to seduce an audience into believing into the deception. Most of these psy-ops agents reveal only what is allowed for them to reveal in terms of secrets. Some will pretend to be a fugitive and instantly gets the support from the alternative media crowd. Supporters will often be blinded by their empathy for a martyr or their desire to save the world and the belief that the world needs a savior. Let’s keep in mind real whistleblowers or people who are the real deal in this world are being persecuted, neutralized and silenced. They often face death threats or worse, they are being taken out of the picture. Deceivers also pretend they are being targeted. The pretent of such infiltration can also be used to their advantage to set hierarchy system into place, justifying it by the need to protect the space while pretending people can not handle their « negative ego » – this is recurrently happening in private online communities which can easily turn to their own form of cult. In what appears to be a safe community, everybody relaxes. It’s a space of vulnerability in people’s homes. However, a hierarchy dynamic keeps things polarized : it’s not a space where true healing can take space. One has to be cautious with anyone pretending to be an avatar of some sort. Something else might be at work behind the veil.

The construct of false narratives

Many skilled conscious deceivers (with skills in black magic) are waiting at the gates, to catch truth seekers into the next hamster wheel. Is our desire to learn coming from an organic and healthy place ? Do we really need more advanced people, a sort of avatar, to progress on the path ? Once the mask has been taken off, it’s often not possible to continue studying the deceitful teachings. Because when we are studying someone’s material, the energies become entangled. We can ask ourselves, always, why is an event happening right now ? What is it a distraction for ? Why is there a staged arrestation ? Why such a fuss ? When do they enter the game ? Do they access exposure through their status of being a martyr ? The hero figure gets a lot of positive projections. Positive projections are just as distorted as negative, they are on the other side of the spectrum of the polarity. Such agents do get a lot of media and public attention, with the fake story that they are being persecuted. When we have stars in our eyes, we are under the spell of delusion. It might be linked to parts of unresolved victimhood consciousness within ourselves. Are we victims of our dopamine circuits, waiting for the next leak ? The pursuit of knowledge can be a bypass of the embodiment process. There is always a new layer to access, a new hamster wheel to catch us when we free ourselves from the previous one, ready to encapsulate us with a new ratio of truth mixed with lies. Yet the chosen distorsions cause enough damages to slow the seeker down, derail them from their path and vaccuum time and energy. Deceivers never cease to reinvent themselves with new tricks.

Asking questions, keeping an open mind

One of the best way to detect conscious or unconscious agents is to observe for a long period of time (6 months, one year or more) and start to see patterns arise. With time we can see if a sort of very well wrapped and contained script is erupting, with new pieces of information being added to the story bit by bit and with the general feeling of a certain agenda being in progress (false belief being implanted, distorsion line being created). Unconscious agents can be used through their blind spots and lack of realisations about their inner programming (savior complex, emotional triggers, the absence of a deeper understanding of the esoteric laws, mind control). Here are questions to keep in mind to apply critical thinking and discernement while being exposed to what is sold to us as truth. A consistent observation will reveal over time if people are compromised or not.

What was my first body response when I have seen/met this person for the first time?
How much of my time is involved in this ?
How do this person talk about their story ? How do they behave while they are telling their stories? What is their body langage saying? When stopping for a moment and stepping outside our emotions, we can observe who the person really is outside of our projections.
Do their discoveries/theories sound like just a nice story we are being told ?
Are there anomalies in the data collected ? Is there an information overload ?
Does it propagate new age programming ?
Is there compassion in their eyes? Or a hidden hunger for power? Does this hunger feeds from being the center of attention ? Is this person trying to convey a counterfeit of sincerity, of integrity ? Do I buy into it ? Is there a real sense of integrity and sincere work ?
Does that person sounds naive ? Is she being taken advantage of through her unconscious and unresolved rage ? Does this person rant with a feeling of self-importance or victim/blame consciousness, revealing unresolved narcissic wounding ? Are they caught in a trap and unable to extract from it ? Is there no turning back ?
How do they interact with other persons they are talking to? Does this feel genuine? Is there a real exchange happening? Or a staged conversation as we see happening in Hollywood (fascinating yet lacking authenticity and organic values) ? Do they trully listen to each other?
Does this person has anyone under a charm, a spell? Is there an important sense of fascination at play ?
Does their story make sense when critical thinking is applied?
Is there a hidden agenda underneath their words ?
Is there a sense of admiration for perpetrators? Any sign of romanticisation? Forging a new belief, planting a devious seed?
What kind of feelings are generated when I receive this information ? Is there any emotional manipulation ? What could be the hidden purpose of such a response? Is there manipulation in the way information is being presented ?

Questioning credibility, seeing through

With whom are they associating? Which channels are they associating with? What’s the credibility/reliability of such channels? Who are the other persons being interviewed?
Do they feel of organic nature? Do they feel genuine or is there artificiality in the creation of their stories and characters?
What is their position on other worldwide engineered movement (LGBT, transgender agenda, transhumanism, climate change hoax, etc.)?
What is the attitude of the person or organisation in terms of emotional reactions to big world? Does this person deny important key events (such as 9/11, a pivotal event that shapes the society we are living in today) ? Does the person sounds discerning ? What points are left out of the debate? What points are not talked about and left ignored ?
Is there a mentor figure hiding behind the curtains? Is there a handler around (even if it’s only very briefly seen or presented – handlers still like to be acknowledged) ?
Is there any sign of this person being under MK ultra programming ?
Who in my entourage, friends and family, is following the work of such organisation or person ? Can I see a pattern erupting (for example, strong codependency patterns that acts as a blinder in discernement or shared trauma, shared patterns in how we cope with the world)?
Do the teachings are meant to keep the audience disembodied ? Does it feel like a distraction from the real work one feel called to do ? Does it take people away from the knowledge that is dormant within themselves, waiting to be reactivated ? Does this feel like an endless rabbit hole ? With no end, more intrications ?
Does it feel animated with human or computery energy ? Is there a robotic signature ? Does it feel more artificial intelligence than of organic nature? If it’s a female, does she have a strong male energy ? Is there an alien signature of something cold, smart (in the artificial sense) and sharp (the highly advanced counterfeit of an organic signature) ?
Can we interact directly with the person ? Is there a hierarchy system at play ? Is there a cult-like feeling ? Is this agent quoted as a bible of truth ?
Does it make me feel special and privileged? Is it manipulated to make me believe I have accessed a big secret ?
If I can interact with them, does it feel that I am considered on equality terms ? Are we really invited to interact and connect, create a community?
What was their childhood like ? Did they grow up in a highly manipulative environnement where there is a high chance their mind has been controlled and fragmented?
Is someone financing them behind the curtain ? Does it seem to be dark and shadowy ties to something secretly put into place ?

And the most important question is…

Is there a predatorian energy signature? In the eyes, in the gaze? This might not be evident at first and might reveal itself over time. These agents are made to syphon time, energy and divert attention even if some information can briefly assist the seeker. They are also meant to direct others straight back into the voracious machine. Too many are unconscious agents through their unresolved trauma and past life agreements. Can I allow myself to take distance and breathe out of the constricted space ? Can I ask myself, what if ? What if this person was a deceiver, what trigger would that activate within me ? How do I feel about that ? Why would it be affecting me so much and why would it be hard for me to cope with ? It’s always a good thing to keep our trust with a reserve for some time before being having a better idea of who we are dealing with. Trust can be given gradually instead of 100% at once. Our best tools are consistent observation, patience and constant questioning and re-evaluation. Let’s remember if we haven’t met these people, we have no idea who they are in real life. Who are they trully ? Do we know how it feels to be in the direct presence of their energetic field ? As long as we haven’t met them, it’s only supposition. There are a lot of con-artists and deceivers who are very good actors.

Fake tribunals, fake animal-right movement, fake humanitarianism

Most of the associations which pretend to serve humanity (climate, animals, petition launchers) are funded by the elite families. They often are a front for lucrative business benefits, gaining not only energy from activists but also financial gains. Have you ever felt like there was something creepy about the frequency of some organisations supposed to defend animal rights? It’s probably because they are just a cover-front for secret services and for the exact opposite of what they are pretending to do, which would mean they are a front for animal sacrifice, just as there exists cover-fronts for child trafficking and child abuse pretending to do humanitarian work. They will pretend to be fighting for noble causes. Some organisations have become million-dollar operations. Have they resisted the temptation of greed ? Are they led by the desire of success, reaching a wider audience, getting more clicks ? Do they have a sense of discernment in their collaborations? Once corruption gets in, there will be disinformation, both conscious and unconscious. Does this organisation send repetitively newsletter to ask for financial support with a victim frequency associated to their status? Some instances appear to serve justice (fake tribunals) to give an instant satisfaction to the audience who goes through a rollercoaster of emotions. It’s an invasion.

What to do with all of that ?

Let’s not forget we can learn many things by observing what is going on and learning from the interrogations that arise. Time and consistant observation will reveal incongruencies and will allow us to be able to trace the root of some of our programming and correct or adapt our emotional reaction to external information. How can we alchemize these teachings within ourselves, and grow from it, even and especially from the deceptive part ? Are we able to track in ourselves those parts that have been deceived, fooled and duped ? Can we close the door for such thing not to repeat in the future ? Keeping an open mind. Being ready to let go of any attachment. When the mind feels like breaking down, can we slow down and sleep on it for a few nights/weeks? It will eventually integrate by itself and become the new normal without it having to be a brutal clash with reality. The deception runs really infinitely deep: there is a need for the discernement to be trained and sharpened. We need to reconnect to our own radar and denumb our bodies confused by constant and repeated gaslighting, not mentioning the infinite hypnotisms and spells of our daily lives. What we can do is watch our own emotional reactions and observe them. That way we can learn something new about ourselves and about the world, while not being attached to a certain outcome. It also comes with surrendering to acknowledging we have been duped and fooled. There can be shame associated with recognizing this, coming from the pressure to always score perfectly and the fear of being wrong.

Cognitive dissonance

“Sometimes people hold a core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn’t fit with the core belief.” – Fritz Fanon

To understand the full extent of psy-ops, cognitive dissonance has to be mentioned. Many do feed from adoration and thrive in creating power dynamic. Real life encounters can be a total fall from deluded lands : lack of respect, seduction, manipulation, narcissism, lack of empathy and deep mind fracture. Cognitive dissonance is a phenomenon that needs our understanding. It sometimes takes a delay between the observation of the events and the acceptance of what was really experienced, beyond the veil of appearances. The experience of the body can be overuled by the mind: it is like a bug in which it’s difficult to cope with seing things as they trully are. The mind then finds a way to ignore parts of the information (the red flags) and find justification for them. Cognitive dissonance can happen because other things are at stakes if someone is admitting the truth to oneself: one might lose their job, it might threaten their relationship with family members. Things are often embedded together which makes reality complex to cope with. If someone presents us with a piece of information that comes and crashes a solidified belief that is at the core of other beliefs, like a castle of cards, cognitive dissonance will enter in action as an emotional mechanical response that protects the mind from having to deal with the collapse of the cards all at once, and delay the shock for the mind. Some people reactions will be to attack the messenger, try to silence, shame or guilt them. Indeed, facing the truth can be pretty unconfortable especially when one’s life career is based on a lie or a deception (hospitals, justice systems, education, you name it). How long one can live out of integrity while lying to themselves ? How long can they comply and do what is expected of them even if it goes against the core of their true values ?

Final words

At the end of the day, the less energy we give to people we don’t know by focusing on them or entangling our thought-forms with theirs, the more progress we will make and the less grip the control system will have on us. As we can not often or always be sure someone is a conscious or an unconscious deceiver, compassion is a good reminder. Staying connected to our hearts feels fundamental, not in a weak and horizontal way but in a strong and firm verticality. Most of these agents are used by the big system as puppets and their life paths have been altered and manipulated, usually way beyond their free will. By standing tall and leaving room for values of unconditional forgiveness, the space is held for opening up to Alchemical Magic in a world coping with a lot of suffering and distorsion. Every day we can work on opening our hearts more, because there lies the treasures of Eternal Freedom.

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Re: Aria Persei | Filtering ❣ On the way to Remembrance

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Another beautiful piece of writing by Aria (hope you don’t mind me sharing here...)

This is one of my favourite piece of writing I came up with. Still working on these subjects currently and especially working on energy distorsions in the fields and how to pierce through them.


Savior complex, people-pleasing and victimhood consciousness: confronting shadows as a way to open new doors for relating to reality

A few years ago, Saturn Return came and cracked my whole reality open, my perceptions about myself and others and my way of relating to the world. Looking back, I can see how my higher self had embushed my terrestrial identity for a big initiation coming from all angles: family, relationships, romantic life, ancestry and life purpose. To this day, those years were the darkest hours of my life, the time were I internally felt the most emotional, spiritual and psychic suffering. Looking back, it’s exactly because it hurt so much that it allowed me to go through such an eclosion of spiritual blossoming. Exhausted by the battle, I turned into something greater than myself, prayed and committed to do the work, without derailing from integrity and self honest inquiry. And it paid off.

I used to be confused by the contradictory messages I was receiving: on the one hand, what others people were presenting as the truth, on the other hand, what my body was trying to let me know. In the end, my mind would win the battle and find a logic explanation, ruling over my body who was more and more silenced and numb. I couldn’t see how I developped myself to be someone who was pleasing others and letting them overpower me, in the perpetual game of domination and energy exchange. I couldn’t see how my attitude was too receptive, too passive. I couldn’t see how I had lost the grip of being actively who I am. It appears clear to me now, how I was bending energy as I was searching for external love, validation and recognizion. The real challenge for my recovery was to find a way out of the famous drama triangle Persecutor-Rescuer-Victim. I was hunted in my psyche by loops of thoughts connected to the victimhood frequency. It took me time to understand how and why I was a vibrational match for perpetrators, trace the areas where I was giving up on my own responsibility and where I had prostituted my own Truth and values.

So, I turned into a detective to understand why no matter where I would go, I would always end up left with a feeling of injustice, feeling like an object not worth of any love. Why my experience of reality was so limited and why my ideals would stay out of reach. I could sometimes feel like the frequency or thoughts I was finding myself in didn’t have an exit door and that would be my best indicator to indicate me that something was needed to be done to walk through this blindness. Nowadays, I can see how the alien hidden forces enjoy very much to pair truth seekers with deeply wounded individuals, influencing thoughts at the moment of entering the relationship and neutralizing the truth seeker for a while in terms of energy and time which gets vacuumed by the dynamic of the relationship.

One by one, I started to make decisions to remap my own wiring from codependence to more interdependence, and cease bonding based on conditional love where I would have to give up a part of my vital energy. I stopped ways of numbing and escaping myself, including drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, râpé, food stimulants (including salt, coffee, green tea, matcha and cacao). All these substances did help me to cope with life at some point but a path of soberty was presenting itself to me. It was time to come back to my body sensations and awareness, with increasing awareness of everything that triggers me. The real work was starting.

I learned that projecting hatred, destruction or unresolved deep suffering outwards gives a sense of temporary relief. I realised how the ones who are projecting have been lacking to feel what unconditionnal love feels like. My upgringing was far from perfect but beyond my parents limitations and programming, I have been initiated to the sanity of being greatly loved by my 2 parents. Accessing a place of understanding for the perpetrators has been one of the most difficult exercice of my life. From time to time, I would reach an epiphany and a space of compassion. What I wanted was a permanent knowing engrammed deep within my cells. But my body was still remembering the post traumatic choc. There was no bypass to release and set free the memory of the experience from the cells. It would take time.

These life confrontations have been a powerful opportunity of evolution, an invitation to get to know my own wiring better, observe what triggers me, clean my body vessel, align with my morals and soul mission, learn about my physical, emotional and spiritual boundaries and walk away from people-pleasing patterns. It has also been the chance to learn to watch the hidden motivation behind every action or thought and to be more discerning.

Resentment and rumination vanished. Everyday I am left seeing a little more how it has never been about me. As it becomes less and less personal, I am tuning more and more to the collective energetic battle. My personal story is disintegrating. Nonetheless, I know that fear is still by my side, it is the fear to experience more suffering. My body still remembers. And I see in details of my life, that are far from being details, that my unconscious is still leading the way for me to access deeper layers of the healing lessons.

Two sides of the polarity within the infinite spectrum

Nowadays, I find people pleasing disorders as difficult to deal with as narcissic disorders: it’s because it’s one of the same, only on different sides of the spectrum, on polar opposites, especially the saviour complex that tries to make other people feel better about themselves, when they come from a place of narcissic wounding, to fill the hole of the bleeding wound. This is a bend of the cold sharp truth about the world and ourselves, this is a projection of delusion.

Both polarities distort reality, both are projections of unresolved trauma and are equally not representative of the Truth. I know very well, because I am coming from that side of the spectrum and these people used to make me feel better about myself because of my own narcissic wounding. Now it’s my whole body who wants to exit the room in their presence, though I am always tending to vote for the compassionate stand. I have learned to think about it twice when I feel this desire to make someone feel better about themselves. Where does that need come from? If I look close enough, it always has something to tell me about my own wounding. What most people don’t realize is that they are run by a program of unconscious hierarchy that bends reality, making them look down on to another from a place of unconscious wounding, using knowledge or authority as they move forward to protect themselves. That’s seriously in the way from pure communication and true healing. Looking back, I realise how I was equally deluded as the ones suffering from what many call « narcissic disorder ». The fact that they were all around me in my life was just revealing the level of my spiritual evolution, which was equally bended in many ways and equally filled with self serving programming which was disguised as service to others. Frequency though absolutely can’t lie.

Deconstructing the feeling of entitlement linked to the victimhood frequency
One of the greatest initiations on Earth will be the one with extremely damaged souls. How to exit the dynamics and drama triangle victim/savior/persecutor and walk towards maturity and spiritual adulthood ? Tracing the Shadow Victim within ourselves isn’t easy or evident, especially at first. It first starts with stopping to look outside of oneself for confort, support or feeling of empowerment. It continues with the realisation that the loss of power happens from within and that there is no one else to blame. Never.

I realised no matter where I would have gone, I would have been facing the same kind and variations of scenarios. Something was so sticky deep inside my cellular memory, something that was reminiscent of centuries of abuse from generations to generations and the history of the human race in slavery. Our times are not a time to be naive and ignorant, it’s a time to shield up and connect with the warrior within.

It takes a day to day education to learn to see perpetrators with new glasses, see the stories through new angles, understand the teaching lessons hidden under the surface of the visible. Perpetrators are unconsciously projecting their childhood dramas and biased judgments about themselves onto one another, including their worthlessness and feeling of inadequacy. It is up to us to become actors of our own destinies instead of victims of it. The perpetrators as the victims are masters at feeding the plague of victimhood. They easily appear to be victims for the untrained eyes. Their sense of grandiosity inevitably comes from a deeply buried shame, it is only a cover-up that is meant to compensate their unconscious sense of inferiority.

The need to create a dynamic of power, to feed from someone’s else hurt, is not only feeding the perpetrator, but also invisible forces feeding from human despair and emotions of a similar frequency. As soon as a dynamic of power, a hierarchy, is created, a disbalance happens and no real encounter based on equality can take place. However, it’s only in a place of balance and equality that a complete healing can happen. Highly advanced spiritual practicioners won’t use any form of authority that is confered by their skills to gain power over someone else. They are confident in their own selves and don’t need to play the game of division any longer.

The negation of one’s needs, being neglected as a toddler will lead to codependent distorsion which can manifest on various spectrum of the polarity: both side learns to feed off from external inputs, some become people pleasers and adapt in taking care of others, others learn to play the martyrs, others never develop skills of empathy and stay stuck in an arrested development. I thought taking responsibility for someone else was responsible. It isn’t. The shift of responsibility, the savior complex or the game of blame all create distorsion. I had to learn about when, if and how it’s right to intervene in someone’s life and what equality is about, outside of these dynamics of power. There is a difference of frequency and intention between a generous unconditional action and an attempt at rescuing. Authentic help is without expectation for reciprocation. It is empowering and encouraging self responsibility instead of dependency for those who are being assisted.

After physically and spiritually closing the door to unnourrishing and unfulfilling relationships, I went through countless psychic attacks trying to take advantage of the wounded victim within me, inherited from many generations before me and from a distorted way of seeing the world. These forces would feed from my disempowered state and would try to keep me in a very low frequency loop thought. For some time, it wasn’t easy to overcome. Parts of the intense ruminations were coming from the emotional invalidation from my own perceptions while in the relationships, the trauma from gaslighting, which is a very widespread form of mind-control. I was conscious I was holding on to resentment for what I thought were betrayals and cruelty, but which were in fact the projections of unconscious trauma. In a lot of situations, I would feel it was unfair, injust. Feeling entitled for something (weither it is respect, validation or reparation), anything, is revealing the victimhood frequency in ourselves. I remember feeling a great deal of distorted empathy when confronted to stories of people who were treated poorly by life and who always ended up being victims of something. I wanted to grow out of the victim frequency so this story would have no hold on me any longer. Denial, guilt and shame, the fear to be witnessed as doing a mistake in the form of experiment, are keeping us entrapped.

Would you believe it, but I am grateful for all these experiences. I wouldn’t change a thing. I have learned a lot from people suffering from narcissic woundings in my life. I have discovered my own narcissic woundings in the opposite range of the polarity. I took my naive glasses off and I started to see the world more as it is instead of the projection I had of it. I learned about real compassion which differs from blind compassion, and how to manage my emphatic abilities. We become more empowered while we develop a wiser compassion. I learned what it means to have firm boundaries, weither they are spiritual, physical or emotional. I learned about expressing, naming and calling out distorsion. I understood the necessity to reconnect to my body intelligence and its infinite technology. These interactions have been a very fruitful soil for me to grow. My quest has revealed to me how fractured the human mind is and how widespread is the mind-control. This led me to the subject of world psycopathy, hidden networks of pedophilia and child sacrifices. I understand how trauma is transfered from generations to generations, fracturing humankind and leading them to the most atrocious and unfathomable dehumanising actions.

On the road of integrity I also have seen my popularity and exterior validation decreases as I am aligning more with my inner truth and as I have moved out of many codependent patterns. I know ways I could get more approbation and external validation, I just am not interested to act upon this knowledge. I feel more whole inside of me. There is no other way to go. I extensively worked on excavating the wounding of unworthiness, not feeling recognized, seen or heard. I am tracing my thought patterns and I identify which scenario is being played again in my life and in my head. I have learned not to listen to the open wound. Many people can’t see me where I am at, because of where they are at. It doesn’t have anything to do with me. I am not less or more if I am more validated or more publicly recognized. One can only see the depth they have explored.

What matters is what we feel is important for us to give birth to today even if it doesn’t make sense for others. I learned that my soul family comes one by one into my life, and they never come from the predicable angles. It’s like a spiral of cosmic mathematics. It’s not possible to make a cube fit in a round hole shape form. I am moving out of these patterns to go and adventure in unknown territories where history doesn’t have to repeat.

The necessity to move from blind compassion to a more integrated heart centered way of living

I had quite a naive vision of compassion before coming to terms with reality and being in direct contact with narcissic and psychopatic disorders. What an initiation. It guided me to sharpen my idea of compassion, from blind compassion to a more integrated understanding of it. The first big revelation is that we are not wired all the same. Some tend to exploit interpersonal relationships and be very deceitful. These beings live with painful beliefs about the world, others and themselves. Now, there is a difference between broken souls who have experienced trauma and psychopaths by birth who have no genetic disposition to feel empathy. Indeed, not everyone is meant to access the highest forms of the human experience. Both categories become really good to hide beneath a mask of sanity. They are addicted to power and fame. When humans start to classify other groups of humans as subhumans, the door is open for more violence and genocide. Nowadays people with emphatic skills are being held away from positions of power, as recruitment is focused on the selection of the most psychopathic features through psychological tests. It has become necessary for the controllers to be able to spot psychopatic qualities within candidates, finding the chosen ones because not every average man or woman will accept to act cold bloodedly, but certain bloodlines will certainly do.

As children, we are constantly gaslighted, by our parents, by teachers, by adults all around us who have too suffered from being gaslighted constantly on this planet. Gaslighting is being manipulated by psychological means into doubting our own sanity. We lose touch with our inner radar, our body, the one that indicates us what rings true and upright and what does not.

My upbringing, my exposure to mind control and my empathic ability to tune into someone’s else field have predisposed me to be very responsive to perpetrators. Repetitively, I have been able to track the trauma back to the mother root and way beyond, feeling the fracture of the mother, feeling the hole left in the space of the heart, feeling the absence of real love they had to grow with. And the mothers had suffered the same fracture and lack of love. And so it goes. Sometimes, the resolution has to be found by walking away. It took me a while to understand how trauma works with the projection of unresolved hatred, self-destruction or arrested development. I was trying to connect with the perpetrators, not seeing them for who they are, broken souls who are being vectors of forces greater than themselves. There is no point to expect a compassionate attitude from there.

When we can see both sides of the polarity operating, there is a possibility to transform the situation by seeing beyond the polarised state, reaching a space of neutral yet compassionate witnessing. Every year, a new layer of comprehension is added to the experience of this exposure. Today I am almost totally free from this story, except from some recurrent PTSD. It is a journey away from victimhood which is so engrammed in human history to creatorship and a world of new possibilities. Accessing a place of understanding for the perpetrators has been one of the most difficult exercice of my life.

My story is getting less and less personal. It came with the necessary education about the world psychopathy and a more hyperdimensional perspective that reveals how the ones who appear to be perpetrators are fragmented mind-controlled victims of the system, or other times soulless humans, but that’s another story. Being able to feel empathy for an other has a massive impact on what one will choose to do or abstain to be doing, because of the emotional consequences that are felt when someone suffers. Some amongst us don’t have to face their own shame. Anything is valid in order for them to get what they want. They have no sense of boundaries as they don’t have to feel the emotional consequences of their actions, their range of experience is very limited. Remorse is a safe-guarding feeling. A true intimate relationship sees both parties being the safe-guarder of another shadow, trying to keep away from judgement and denial, holding space for the wounding of the other person. Further than humane concept of compassion, there is divine compassion from which guilt, shame and sin are absent.

Learning to moderate what I share with whom was a necessary step. I learned to recognize, where is it a safe space for me to express? I learned to scan for emotional skills within others. And when I am not sure, I observe some more. Betrayal is an opportunity for a deep initiation. Some time soon, humanity won’t need to learn in that much suffering. There are initiations that we need to go through and that are linked to the history of Planet Earth, a planet where deception, distorsion, counterfeit and polarity have been installed by artificial means. There is a hidden alchemical path, where nothing has to be forgiven. It only takes a handful of souls to change the course of humanity.
I see your love shining out from my furry friends faces, when I look into their eyes. I see you in the flower’s smile, the rainbow, and the wind in the trees....

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Re: Aria Persei | Filtering ❣ On the way to Remembrance

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Hello guys,
I wanted to share with you the new video I have edited:


It's been a project on hold for several months and the message could not have been more visionary to the times we are facing now. This is an empowering message reminding ourselves about our cocreative power, the importance of the consent we give away and all the numerous hamster wheels placed on the path and the incredible power that resides inside of us, the real game players connected to organic source. It's an invitation to remember about the light beings that we are, the powerful creators.

"We are here passengers of this terrestrial adventure, torchbearers who are awakening to who we are. As the chaos is being unravelled while the matrix grids are combusting, can our hearts remain opened ? May we be giving everything now as there was no tomorrow. May we let go of these dreams of entitled happiness, because these realms are about something else, a battle and a war on consciousness. May we be able to move our attention and shift away from anything that is not sustaining the freedom of the human race and all animal and plant species. May we be expelling every single thing that is not compatible with the highest good of the future of our race. May we feel safe with our own recovered sanity, creating from our core center. May we use our cocreative vision to carry and hold a positive timeline, without an hint of a doubt. Using our creative power to place the outcome in the hand of the greatest good of all. Whatever the way it is supposed to unfold, we shall be ready. Making this life a journey of love and remembrance, being at the command of and reclaiming, our cocreative power." ♦️⚜️

♡ Keep connected to the love ♡
On the road to Remembrance
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