Dissolving Ego Tensions

[Anders]

Mooji said (a few minutes ago in a live satsang ) that consciousness cannot be directed. Wow, that's actually a deep insight.

The Source just IS. And consciousness is a state of being aware that comes from Source. Actually even the ego is a result of the Source but the ego is a trickery of separation so the ego can direct attention towards different things. And we can with our egos direct our attention towards consciousness itself, and then recognize what Mooji said that consciousness itself cannot be directed. So the ego can rest in consciousness to allow tensions to dissolve.

[Anders]

Enough of the mainstream stuff already. Let's go esoteric. The ego is like an ice cube and the Source is like an ocean. Consciousness is aware of both the ice cube and the ocean.

The ice cube represents the ego tensions. What happens when the ice cube melts and becomes one with the ocean? Will the ice cube disappear? That will only happen if it was a mainstream ocean governed by simple physical laws. In reality it's like a magic ocean that preserves our egos and can shape them into ice cubes, water, steam and plasma. That's like the four elements: Earth (solid = ice cube), Water (liquid = melted ice cube), Air (steam) and Fire (plasma).

Okay, let's return to the mainstream. Somehow Disney managed to include this intelligent principle in their movie Moana. Here is Moana as a baby experiencing what seems to be a magic ocean:

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XX4VFbxZ5PA[/youtube]

[Anders]

Mainstream science today describes the universe as governed by simple physical laws. That's only a surface description of our reality. The Source of the universe has active intelligence.

With the ego tensions like an ice cube melting into the ocean of the Source, that's then only a temporary "surrender" of the ego. Because the Source can recreate the ego tensions again! So we can melt into the Source and merge with it and then move back into our egos again, with a universal identity as a foundation instead of having identities as small and isolated egos alone.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EygqL--RW4[/youtube]

[Anders]

Can the Source talk to us in our heads? Yep, but it's unlikely that it will do that because how do we tell the difference between that voice and hearing delusional voices in the head? And even if miracles were performed along with the voice, how do we know that it's not just some CIA voice to skull technology together with stage magician tricks basically or induced hallucinations?

Also, we must be ready and able to handle the Source talking to us directly. Most people would probably go completely bonkers. And get really scared.

One interesting thing is that the Source is both what generates the universe and also what creates our egos. So it's all the Source playing tricks with itself. This means that the Source can leave our egos alone so to not disturb our personal integrity. The Source can also take over and replace our entire ego. And the Source can have the ego and itself going on at the same time in one person.

When it comes to dissolving ego tensions then having both the ego and the Source itself activated within oneself is safe. The reason for this safety is that neither ego delusions nor CIA targeting of the individual can truly dissolve ego tensions because that's very deep and interconnected stuff which requires harmony with the whole universe.

[Anders]

I found an interview with Nassim Haramein where he talks about something I hadn't heard before. The brain isn't what gives rise to consciousness or even to experiences. That's similar to the old idea of primacy of consciousness, but it's an even more radical idea than that. The brain is a secondary effect of the fractal universe. The same with DNA. The DNA molecule is just an effect of the water molecules processing information.

Just wow. That turns the role of physical matter around. If the chemistry in the skull is out of balance it's the emotional state that is the cause of that, Nassim said.

Here is the video:

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n911rUz-Frg[/youtube]

Secondary effect means that it's something else that is the cause. Instead of physical matter making up the body it's information processing that makes the atoms appear. A shadow is an example of a secondary effect. A shadow cast by an object is real, yet it's the light and the object that are the cause of the shadow. A shadow cannot exist by itself just like how physical matter cannot exist by itself.

So dissolving ego tensions then totally becomes a mental and emotional process rather than a manipulation or modification of the physical body directly.

[Anders]

One particularly nasty situation is that ego tensions cause suffering and the body numbs out the nervous system to prevent too much pain, and then it produces new pain in order to prevent too much numbness. When the biological tissue and organs become numbed out then they start to deteriorate. So the body needs to produce suffering in order to protect the biology of the body.

The good news is what Nassim Haramein explained in the video in my previous post. We can move our conscious attention deeper than the physical body because the real cause of material reality is deeper than the atoms and molecules themselves. Thereby the true cause of the nasty situation is healed. Of course if there is a lot of pain or suffering then things like painkillers can be used because our minds and bodies are conditioned to treat pain on the physical level. When the mind has been retrained to correct the true cause then external substances will be less needed and eventually can be dropped altogether.

And for people who find mindfulness practice tedious it should be enough to use visualization to redirect the mind into the deeper information level that is the foundation of the physical body. For example visualize your body as being made of atoms, and then visualize how your body contains an energy field that the atoms are made of. And then visualize how the energy field is healed so that your physical body actually changes. So it's about a shift of focus from the surface level of your physical body to the deeper information level that the atoms in your body are made of.

[Anders]

I'm really excited about using visualization together with Nassim Haramein's explanation about the information field that atoms are made of. Unfortunately I'm a complete amateur when it comes to visualization. The good thing is that there are many experts on visualization, so we can try some methods that already exist. Here is one example:

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88xWJsZM3D4[/youtube]

And as a side note, remember what Nassim said about water, how it can store structures. This I believe explains why homeopathy works, where the active substance is diluted many, many times, sometimes until there's basically no molecules left of the substance. Instead it's the water itself that holds the structure of the substance.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LFp6ASW0Ao[/youtube]

[Anders]

Oh, I just now realized that not even visualization is necessary after a while. The mind and the body automatically become shaped by the shift of perspective from the belief that the body is made of atoms to the realization that the body is an effect of the information field of the universe.

The physical level of reality with atoms and molecules is still king though. Our material world is an effect of a highly structured information field, so don't expect to easily be able to do more amazing things like physical shapeshifting and materialization/dematerialization. Instead what seems to me to be a more realistic approach is a gradual move of one's consciousness into the information field, which in turn automatically dissolves the ego tensions because they are caused by consciousness being stuck on the physical level of atoms and molecules.

[Anders]

When the ego tensions melt let the positive orgone energy be released tantric style, meaning a sexual feeling flowing in your body without you or someone else rubbing your genitals.

[Anders]

Deadly orgone is stagnant and trapped energy. I came to think of how orgone can be mapped onto Harald Kautz-Vella's concept of binary and trinary black goo.



Binary black goo is evil, or rather incomplete and is only connected to red (sexuality) and blue (mind). And the mind contains fixed mental structures, and that's frozen energy which is deadly orgone. So deadly orgone is fine when it serves the purpose of fixed structures. It's only when there is an imbalance in the whole energy field that deadly orgone becomes a problem. And binary black goo is an imbalance represented by the left side of the color diagram above with the color spectrum going only from red to magenta to blue.

Trinary black goo is good and is connected to red (sexuality), blue (mind) and green (heart). This means that trinary black goo is a balanced energy that can represent the full spectrum of colors with the balanced midpoint being the white center/corner of the cube in the color diagram.

The evil binary black goo contains deadly orgone (blue) and positive orgone (red). The good trinary black goo also contains deadly (blue) and positive (red) orgone but also neutral (green) orgone making it a balanced energy.

So dissolving ego tensions is about moving from the imbalanced binary black goo state represented by the left side of the color diagram, to trinary black goo represented by the center white point in the diagram.